when a person fakes happy, it has edges. regular people may not see, but the people who count, they can see the edges and the lines where your smile ends and the real you begins. it’s a good thing when the edges are gone, i think. you shouldn’t hold onto things that give you edges. no edges let in more light. inside light that other people can see too.
Author Archives: millionindentationsofhappiness
shit, man. shit.
i am done crying now. but look:

the culprit:

the rear-view camera when backing out does not look for objects that protrude out one foot and stand about 5 feet high. the rear-view camera indicated i was a.o.k. but ultimately it still boils down to operator error.
pretend you’re alive.
most of us are desperate for raw experience. we work in offices, dealing with intangibles; we go to lunch and talk to other people surrounded by intangibles. no one actually makes anything anymore, and our so-called experiences are about climbing mt. Kilimanjaro on our 2 week vacations of snapping a picture of the dalai lama in central park. but we’re so powerfully aware of all the stuff we’re missing. it creates this frustration, this craving to get out of ourselves. tv tries to satisfy that, books, movies — they try, but they’re all so lame—so meditated. they’re just not real enough.
today, i am tired of this shit.
i love you.. i love you not… i LOVE you.
always leave (love) notes for your kids. it reminds them how much you love them and how crazy you are. a sample of today’s note that i left on their whiteboard:

i guess that one is all about me. this one is a little bit better. by just a little:

but it still makes them happy.
i heart koalas
i think you’re constipated… in your f’ing soul. i think you might have a really big load of grumpy petrified poop up your soul’s ass.
goodnight, moon.
good night. xo.
big fish
it was that night i discovered that most things you consider evil or wicked are simply lonely, and lacking in the social niceties.
Big Fish
Why, hello there.
hmmm… just rediscovering that i have this tumblr account. i think i will resurrect this. to record capture my ramblings and thoughts.
found it!
that’s it for now.
